Dear Diary, quitting my music

Dear Diary,

A producer friend of mine mixed a show for a VERY well known Christian rock band in Seattle a few weeks ago and he told me that the only thing that was “really being played live” were the drums.

The band faked the whole show.

We all know lip syncing, but now they have taken it to the next step and we have known for years that this was going on but I never thought in a million light years that it would come down to Christian music as well.

A song begins in the soul of the person writing it, goose bumps, then divine inspiration, then that leads to tapping it out on paper.  That was the way of it for almost 4000 years. Not anymore.  Those days are long gone now.

I cant compete with that. I am wrapping up my albums, my music, and putting them on tapes. Maybe one day my kids and record it, use it, or some guy 1000 years from now can make on hold music with it.

Father GOD, I pray Lord that you let loose angels to protect the anointed musicians, and true worship leaders of  the spirit.

Yours in Christ,

Phil